Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Hello. Today somethings happened today and i think that i should use one blog post to talk about and reflect on. Well its the first time that i got beaten badly by a girl.... whom i dont want to mention the name to prevent more inconvenience caused.
Well basically, we are in Social studies lesson when suddenly the teacher and the class started talking about affairs. The cause of the whole problem is when the so called '降雪云' was mistaken as kai ting and everyone is exclaiming super stickman's name and our ss teacher say... 'oh that I can remember.' then after saying a lot of bullshit and match making about 'bunny' and 'the chosen one', then i decided to join in the fun and exclaimed two names. I thought i wont be heard, like always, but unfortunately I WAS HEARD!!!! HOLY SHIT. everyone were quite amuse and started talking about 'THAT'. The Male lead actor started to wrap himself in his jacket... making himself look like a terrorist, while the girl seemed that she almost cried.
after that i was chased around and beaten by the pair i stated... very unfortunately.I felt very remorseful and tried calling people to stop teasing them but instead they said i like that girl...LOL.... no comments la.... but seriously... i dont think will be able to cope a relationship.
Over here , I want to take an oppotunity to seriously say my apologies to the both of them.
hope you both will forgive me
posted at [3:58 AM]
Friday, February 22, 2008
The days of darkness is over.... everyone is so happy.
But our happiness is not to be, at least not for person A and Person B (from last post).
'Let us all thank the guides and scouts for making this assembly possible.' said the emcee today.
'and also so fortunately Singapore is honored to be granted to be the Host of Youth Olympic Games!!'
yes i like that news.
But when the geog test came, i flipped open the paper and the next moment i found myself saying 'do not panic me friend... do not panic, calm yourself down and get your mind on the damned paper!!' but my mind was on the geog journal which i didnt not bring to school today... it will be proudly awarded zero if i dont hand in... so how??!!!
Fortunately... mum saved the day...
at the speed of light(slower than mrt speed)
she came holding the book of utmost holiness . the book that was in the verge of getting a zero mark.
But for some reason.... i became damn emo for the rest of they day.
when my father fetch me home from school after npcc i sat at the back of the lorry. thinking about things. I was thinking about what i truly desire, fame? money? friends? extreme abilities? Or being happy?
I was in a deep thought when a voice whispered to me.
'why are you thinking so hard? About what'
'About how unfortunate my life is...'
'is your life unfortunate?'
'yes'
'how?'
'damn it! it is just filled with bullshits and punishment i shouldnt be getting.'
'i have gone through them too? why aint I grumbling?'
'cause u didnt need to think for a solution.... u just sit there and be part of my memory'
'have you tried your best?'
'damn... you bet, i have.In fact so much i dun even wanna give a damn anymore'
'Then what the hell are you damning about just GET UP! GET AWAY FROM ALL THE BELLY ACHING CAUSE I AM THERE THROUGH THE WHOLE THING WITH YOU! WHY ARE YOU TRYING SO DAMN HARD TO IMPRESS PEOPLE, you should have known better. So GET UP!!!'
'What?'
I got up... i reached home....
that voice disappeared.....
i was talking... even scolding my best friend.... LOL!
well He knew best too... what is best for me... when everyone threw me alone ... he was the one who never left me. When people doubt me.... some even doubt me for liking them in a BGR, and try so hard to get away from me..... he stood there with his arms wide open. waiting for me, to come to my senses. He who have taught me to trust, to forgive, to have faith in others.
He...
Mystical isnt it? just who is that voice anyway....
let's find out more on the next episode of Gunda..... sorry again =P
Kah Eng's boring life
posted at [4:37 AM]
Thursday, February 21, 2008
After the war between the alliance and Jurong subside, The fearful and dreaded days of darkness arrived very quickly. Everyone Is Moaning and sad, in fact some are even angry about it, for their freedom for the usage of Human's Ultimate invention, The C.O.M.P.U.T.E.R is limited
Basically... long hours of computer using can be really tedious and energy consuming but also good in a way of recreational.
But anyway... many people a bar-ed from using this amazing technology.
Let the story continues,
Knowing the fact the dreaded days of darkness is drawing near, the junior citizens of Singaporeans frantically plan upon what to do next .....
Person A : *Bleep* La! NO computer no life.... where can say the killer paper come to Singapore then we cannot use this technology! *bleep* *bleep* Use computer also can study what... why cannot use computer AR??!!! *bleep* bleep*.
Apparently some people ... very much like person A decided not to take action but to use vulgarities as his fullstops, commas, Bracket, Exclamation mark, and capital letters.But some people decided that action must be taken like person B who went to BP parliament....
Person B: I seriously want to enforce this, I, Personally believe that Computers should be permitted for usage at all circumstances, whether the killer paper arrives or not.Due to modern technology's growth, the usage of computer has become a very important equipment and issue in our daily lives. So We should not Bar teenagers from this useful technology..... In fact we MUST promote the study and learning to use of computers so as to bring our country towards a prosperous future. The Fortunate parents of teenagers, do not fear , for most assuredly I say to you, Your child will have utmost enjoyment its career of studying, not only in the learning of maths and science, but also the attributes and stats of maplestory.So please don't bar your children from their life source... i have come to the end of my speech , for most assuredly again, I say to you......
the BP government didnt know what he is up to but definately... of utmost assurance, I say to you , the government find he quite a talent in delivering speech and influential awareness and rallies.
This maybe a proud result done by the computer to a child after much influence... (after listening to one of mr brown's podcast regarding the controversial national day rally speech)
However of much fortunate the days of darkness are reaching the end... I wish you people good luck and all the best... enjoy your post 'darkness days' time
I when to jia wen's blog and i found a interesting post about the meaning of his name... hence i went to test mine too
What Ang Kah Eng Means
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.
You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
posted at [1:50 AM]
Friday, February 15, 2008
Imma back again.... i was busy comforting my friends yesterday... well let by gone be by gone, Ming Hui, May your dog's true feelings protect you all may god protect your dog. Dionne god shall bless your team in winning next time! Okay lets start with the next two episodes of Kah Eng's boring Life!!!!(Some story characters are base on fiction ... the accidental us of anyone's name is greatly regretted)
Phase 03-Flashing volleyball (flashing blades)
Tension of the war between The Alliance team and the Jurong team rose as they made it into the finals. Vengeance and excitement filled the warm and tensed battle field. The soldiers wiped their perspiration of their faces.... fearless ready to fight as a Volley ball soldier to the bitter end. the man in black stood on the tall stand, blowing the war horn.both sides got ready, their supporters held High hopes, While looking at the brave players using their arms and body to pull triggers of volley ball at the opposing team. I placed my bet on The alliance, With my support They WILL WIN!!!
As the volley ball flew around like gun bullets, i keep seeing the referee touching his hand and wiping something off his hand ; sometimes he just put two hands on two sides of his face.... apparently, a lot of mosquitoes are biting him thats why he is brushing his hand, he was asking the war to stop as he risk getting hit by the volley ball(the act of telling the audiance whether the ball is a touch out or out). both parties didnt care much... still firing at each other. I was engross and even more engross in the war, I felt like Screaming REFEREE KAYU !!!!! I did not bother about the bet i made and just wanted the alliance to win... But Little did I know Jurong's power and the referee's judging skills actually 'latch' onto the commander of the alliance and self-destruct! how despicable! the commander of the alliance when on a rage and diminished the morale of the troops. and damn it , Jurong shot the last volley ball at the very last moment defeating the alliance.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! DAMNNNNN IT!!!!! For once i was'nt even bothered by the fact that they lost but the emotional pain by the volleyball players..... the comander just kept quiet... but fuming in his heart, there goes his hard work .... and for those who were held hostage during the war ( those who are pending for detention ) were mercilessly thrown into the death sentence ( kenna detention...), But well... may just be the right lesson for them to study hard =).
One of the warriors, Dionne came back disappointed, and I told her... never mind the money i lost, You people did your best and that's all that matters then add on a smiley face like this =).
She say she shall win next time and i said indeed.....
Next time round let's see who lose the money... Jurong....
Phase 04 - It's called Responisble
here's a little detail about our school's vo-lee-y ball team.
lets talk alittle about the commander about the volley ball team... he is a overly responsible man, he has a lot of passion in his career, he is very good in calculation.
but not a lot of people Like his responsible attitude towards work... you can ask people from his class.
Apparently, hard work his not an option in his class. But he also can be a fun person too.... depending on the situation... like his form class. Well we never know the truth but Though the things that happen... how very unfortunate.... i still find him a nice person, seriously
I guess i am over with my story.....
(Kimi no su kartawa... boku niiteiru....)
Please stay tune for the next episode of gunda.....
sorry, Kah Eng's boring life xD how you all like it =)
posted at [10:00 PM]
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Hi people, Just feel like blogging today... since its an special event : Valentine's day!
I bet most of us are very high on spirits today because its time when lovers or friends get together and celebrate this festive occasion. So anyway, i have been seeing people throwing each other with gifts and I was just sitting there smiling to myself .... thinking do would I have one too? xD
But anyway, I had a lot of fun at the valentine's day booth today... when i was playing with the last packet of sweet like as if its a grenade.... i was telling my fellow sec two councilors ' oh , so this is the last pack? don't bother selling it just pull the ring and throw....' well they laughed and got entertained... that made me happy too =) But i bought it in the end... after all it IS the last pack... well I shared it with my sec one orientation AIC.
Well i will continue to learn my guitar well and when that day when my valentine come along i could play for her to listen and even sing for her =D
Later back in class, guess what happens. Its was english class and Mis Goh called kian cheong 'kah eng' MY Name!!!! Darn, I have ben called alot of names ... lets see
1)koh eng
2)koh Ng
3)kah Ng
4)Yee Khang o.o
5) Jason Phua (shit)
How very interesting.....
And anyway I understand being teenager can be hard too hence i decided that for every post i make i will talk something about self development or self psychology
This is something i find very common in school.
the thing is do you like yourself?
and some would ask, why do I need to like yourself?
Alright and this is what states in the book:
People who don't like themselves are a pain in the neck!
The uses two strategies
a)they criticize themselves alot
b)they criticise others alot
Strategy A)
Take it for example, Mary is a girl who dont like herself, she would go around saying ' you are smarter than me',' you a more pretty than me' They are using reverse psychology.
She's expecting an answer like 'No mary, Your are pretty! you are smart too!'and after a while they get on the nerves of others. Do not mix this up with people who tries to be humble... but the fact is if people priase you ... take it as a gift.. just say thank you.
strategy B) They criticise a lot to make them self feel better. lets take it for example fred has small eyes and a piggy nose, he secretly hates it and envy others. Hence when people make a small mistake, he like to criticise others just to make himself feel better and more confident
Liking yourself also means forgiving yourself.... IF you feel that you look bad... dont think so... its ok about how people thinks about you... we just have to do our best because when you do your best you feel good about it.
SO what do we learn about this?we learn thatliking yourself is the very first step our making ourself a better person... If we what to make positive changes in others, start from ourselves =)
posted at [5:25 AM]
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Hello People, Its me after a very long time...
Well, this blog had been announced vaccant for a while since i ran out of time to update it... but due to the response by my fellow classmate ( thank you for being such great classmates =D) I decided to UPDATE!! Well for those, who just start to read my blog... welcome!
I know i have been very emotional last time in secondary one and two... and even now, i have some problem with my emotions as well. But just to let those close friend of mine know... I am trying very hard... to become a better person.... Actually i really appreciate it when people come to my blog and even giving some nice compliments... I may not say it in school but seriously, thank you guys very much.
I do not really ask a lot... i just hope my peers be happy and even possible have trust and faith in what i do and what I am, I understand that there are some conflict between me and some people out there suspecting me, But don't you all worry, i am ok with some suspecting.
Well... If I have got the time... I will be uploading a new skin..... i hope.
Well gtg do my homework see ya people!
posted at [4:32 AM]
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Ya ha! gone to make a new blog.....(dunno just for some reason)
yesterday went to play badminton with Alvin and friends.it was really fun.... i had to admit for some reason the 6 care class seems more friendly than the wisdom class.some talk to them they swear at you.
At the same time..... the council held a coun's night(council' night party)the theme is 'couple' they are making a couple look a like event which make me really awkward.... tried asking someone today but got rejected it was very predictable, seriously i mean who would really want to partner me for that..... life is just so hard and fun to explore.
during the news i heard the muscle man of the mocca advertisement turned famous.
here's the Vid:
god... people actually imitate him ... very badly one of the videos that disgust me on the imitating:
Alright feel sick enough....
now just have to wait for pokemon community to be recovered so i can continue my game
that's all i guess.
people in the council who may be interested in making me a partner can PM me (lol)
posted at [3:20 AM]